Most of my favorite songs have to do with sunshine (eg, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6tV11acSRk) so Hawthorne's motif of the light rays is most appealing to me.
The first time you get a taste of it is immediately upon Pearl and Hester's entrance into the square. THe light stings the baby's eyes, causing it to wink.
These rays stand for the concept of shedding light upon her guilt, literally. That light represents the particular societal moral standards of her onlookers; for if it wasn't for the standards being so opposed to the cause of her guilt, then the light wouldn't be quite so shocking to the baby's eyes.
"Pearls are formed inside the shell of certain mollusks as a defense mechanism against a potentially threatening irritant such as a parasite inside its shell, or an attack from outside, injuring the mantle tissue. The mollusk creates a pearl sac to seal off the irritation." -http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pearl#Origin_of_a_natural_pearl
While Hester was creating Pearl, she was technically sealing off the irritation of not having a husband around. However, perhaps her husband was the parasite all along because she did not love him. So then the husband would have been the cause of the baby after all. THough that really does make sense--it wouldn't have gone down as such a scandal if he never married her and brought her to Boston near Dimmesdale in the first place. CHapter ten is even labeled "The Leech and His Patient." A leech is sort of a parasite.
A cool quote from page 56:
"But there is a fatality, a feeling so irresistible and inevitable that is has the force of doom, which almost invariably compels human beings to linger around and haunt, ghost-like, the spot where some great and marked event has given the color to their lifetime; and still the more irresistible, the darker the tinge that saddens it."
No wonder so many people stick around my hometown.....
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Scarlet Rant
It's so nice to reread a novel of this kind--especially when you are at an entirely different place in your life then when you last flipped the pages.
However, the intro almost ruins starting the book. Though it does set up that really cool (as in "ridiculously thorough") framework. I love knowing that this is what someone's imagination created out of a couple findings. And that someone else's imagination created that imagination's imagination. Way to go Nathaniel Hawthorne. His themes on love and lust, secrets, and guilt are generally universal and timeless and his characters are easy to relate to and picture. However, if he had written the book nowadays with that intro, I high doubt that it would have sparked as well. My attention span isn't even long enough to write more in this blog.
However, the intro almost ruins starting the book. Though it does set up that really cool (as in "ridiculously thorough") framework. I love knowing that this is what someone's imagination created out of a couple findings. And that someone else's imagination created that imagination's imagination. Way to go Nathaniel Hawthorne. His themes on love and lust, secrets, and guilt are generally universal and timeless and his characters are easy to relate to and picture. However, if he had written the book nowadays with that intro, I high doubt that it would have sparked as well. My attention span isn't even long enough to write more in this blog.
DIY Cool Stuff
"Who knows but if men constructed their dwellings with their own hands, and provided food for themselves and families simply and honestly enough, the poetic faculty would be universally developed, as birds universally sing when they are so engaged?" -pg 868
You know, Thoreau? I've had the same thought many a time. I believe it was Johann Wolfgang von Goethe who once said, "Let everyone sweep in front of his own door, and the whole world will be clean." And then I roll over in my ridiculously comfortable bed and I go to sleep. The statement is probably very close to the truth--if we were all honest and took care of ourselves, we would all be as one. If we were all perfect, life would be perfect. But this world wasn't made to be perfect.
"I am wont to think that men are not so much the keepers of herds as herds are the keepers of men, the former are so much the freer."
Our stuff owns us! It's so difficult to travel, to leave my cool stuff and my cool room behind so that I may travel lightly and freely. It's so sad! After reading this, I legitimately tried to get rid of some of my stuff. But... it's just all so cool! I have to work so hard to pay for my apartment and the gas for my car. Life is not so simple as it could be (if I was Thoreau back in the day). The bit of comfort that I take is that I like to arrange things artistically--my stuff, my outfits, my makeup--it's, ya know... a typical means of expression. The question is whether that's wrong.
I'm not sure yet. I think if my habits became habits for habits' sake rather then habits for a higher purpose (art), then that would be wrong. So now, everyday, I just need to remind myself of that day's purpose.
You know, Thoreau? I've had the same thought many a time. I believe it was Johann Wolfgang von Goethe who once said, "Let everyone sweep in front of his own door, and the whole world will be clean." And then I roll over in my ridiculously comfortable bed and I go to sleep. The statement is probably very close to the truth--if we were all honest and took care of ourselves, we would all be as one. If we were all perfect, life would be perfect. But this world wasn't made to be perfect.
"I am wont to think that men are not so much the keepers of herds as herds are the keepers of men, the former are so much the freer."
Our stuff owns us! It's so difficult to travel, to leave my cool stuff and my cool room behind so that I may travel lightly and freely. It's so sad! After reading this, I legitimately tried to get rid of some of my stuff. But... it's just all so cool! I have to work so hard to pay for my apartment and the gas for my car. Life is not so simple as it could be (if I was Thoreau back in the day). The bit of comfort that I take is that I like to arrange things artistically--my stuff, my outfits, my makeup--it's, ya know... a typical means of expression. The question is whether that's wrong.
I'm not sure yet. I think if my habits became habits for habits' sake rather then habits for a higher purpose (art), then that would be wrong. So now, everyday, I just need to remind myself of that day's purpose.
Thoreau Your Money Away
Right away, I was a little thrown off when Thoreau stated that, though others may think his "model of life" was impertinent, he found it "very natural and pertinent." It made me think of this very pretentious person I once knew, who didn't know that he was pretentious. But I may have only thought about that because pertinent and pretentious are both fancy words that start with p. So I looked up the word "impertinent"... just to be clear.
Don't judge me.
The clearest definition I found was this:
Impertinence: exceeding the bounds of propriety.
Then I looked up propriety.
Propriety: the state or quality of conforming to conventionally accepted standards of behavior or morals.
Mk. So I was right. People thought he was being douche-ily unconventional for the sake of it and Thoreau's all, "Naw, I'm being myself. It's cool, man."
ANYWAY.
one very famous quote from page 847
"The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation."
Holly balls. Basically, he's just challenged my entire life. We're so busy fighting and fighting for... something, that we lose sight of the true meaning within our battles. I'm a solid procrastinator and a ridiculously busy person. I'm currently involved in three shows, working two jobs, balancing two majors, and failing to keep up with my homework. What oftentimes tends to happen is that I'll eventually get so desperately busy and behind that, instead of fighting to the finish, I give up. This can be summarized in pictures in this wickedly awesome and honest blog:
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html
ANYWAY.
After reading this very famous quote, I looked to see what Thoreau actually suggests we do.
But I never got time to finish reading. Would you call that irony? Not sure.
Good thing we had a great class discussion about the true necessities of life. Ways to simplify our lives to focus on God. Like don't own/buy so much stuff. Or don't try to juggle 3 plays, two jobs, and two majors.
The end!
Don't judge me.
The clearest definition I found was this:
Impertinence: exceeding the bounds of propriety.
Then I looked up propriety.
Propriety: the state or quality of conforming to conventionally accepted standards of behavior or morals.
Mk. So I was right. People thought he was being douche-ily unconventional for the sake of it and Thoreau's all, "Naw, I'm being myself. It's cool, man."
ANYWAY.
one very famous quote from page 847
"The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation."
Holly balls. Basically, he's just challenged my entire life. We're so busy fighting and fighting for... something, that we lose sight of the true meaning within our battles. I'm a solid procrastinator and a ridiculously busy person. I'm currently involved in three shows, working two jobs, balancing two majors, and failing to keep up with my homework. What oftentimes tends to happen is that I'll eventually get so desperately busy and behind that, instead of fighting to the finish, I give up. This can be summarized in pictures in this wickedly awesome and honest blog:
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html
ANYWAY.
After reading this very famous quote, I looked to see what Thoreau actually suggests we do.
But I never got time to finish reading. Would you call that irony? Not sure.
Good thing we had a great class discussion about the true necessities of life. Ways to simplify our lives to focus on God. Like don't own/buy so much stuff. Or don't try to juggle 3 plays, two jobs, and two majors.
The end!
Learn it Right
I really enjoyed reading Emerson's writing on the American Scholar--there is nothing much better then reading things that you agree with and, better yet, intelligibly illustrate why you agree.
Things I agree with / Need to think more about:
1. Be the "Man on the farm" not the farmer
Don't fall into the habit of defining yourself by your day-to-day activities. Eg, I am Debbi Jones who acts, not an actor.
2. "...all things exist for the student's behoof" because "every man [is] a student"
Hear, hear!
3. "The sacredness which attaches to the act of creation,--the act of thought,--is instantly transferred to the record."
Yes, preservation is important, but to create for the sake of preservation is sick. Eg, many hollywood actors/musicians.
4. "Whatever talents may be, if the man create not, the pure efflux of the Deity is not his..."
USE the gifts God gives and makes SOMETHING.
5. "When he can read God directly, the hour is too precious to be wasted in other men's transcripts of their readings."
Listening to God is more important than reading the works of the wisest men--unless you're hearing God through their words. But it's better to just simply focus on listening to God firsthand.
6. "...as the human body can be nourished on any food...the human mind can be fed by any knowledge."
All knowledge is enlightening knowledge to help you grow.
7. "Life is our dictionary."
Learn by living.
8. "The artist...has always the resource to live."
Be inspired by living.
9. "Fear always springs from ignorance."
Eg, homophobes.
10. "The world is his who can see through it's pretension."
Look past appearances, and you will know it's nature.
Summed up: Live to learn, create to create, and seek to understand.
Things I agree with / Need to think more about:
1. Be the "Man on the farm" not the farmer
Don't fall into the habit of defining yourself by your day-to-day activities. Eg, I am Debbi Jones who acts, not an actor.
2. "...all things exist for the student's behoof" because "every man [is] a student"
Hear, hear!
3. "The sacredness which attaches to the act of creation,--the act of thought,--is instantly transferred to the record."
Yes, preservation is important, but to create for the sake of preservation is sick. Eg, many hollywood actors/musicians.
4. "Whatever talents may be, if the man create not, the pure efflux of the Deity is not his..."
USE the gifts God gives and makes SOMETHING.
5. "When he can read God directly, the hour is too precious to be wasted in other men's transcripts of their readings."
Listening to God is more important than reading the works of the wisest men--unless you're hearing God through their words. But it's better to just simply focus on listening to God firsthand.
6. "...as the human body can be nourished on any food...the human mind can be fed by any knowledge."
All knowledge is enlightening knowledge to help you grow.
7. "Life is our dictionary."
Learn by living.
8. "The artist...has always the resource to live."
Be inspired by living.
9. "Fear always springs from ignorance."
Eg, homophobes.
10. "The world is his who can see through it's pretension."
Look past appearances, and you will know it's nature.
Summed up: Live to learn, create to create, and seek to understand.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Reflections and Stuff
From this section, my three favorite statements just so happen to all take place on page 493. And because they are my favorites, they will be the topic of this blog.
Emerson makes a bold assertion (surprise surprise) right away in the introduction of his writings on Nature. He states, "Undoubtedly we have no questions to ask which are unanswerable."
This one statement really struck me. For there are plenty of mysteries in Christianity and there are plenty of questions that only God knows the answers to in life. Then again, however, he's not exactly saying we know the right answer to every question. He's just saying there's an answer to every question whether we know it or it's right or wrong. And that we might as well explore the possibilities.
Cool. Glad I answered my own question.
Another very striking statement occurred on the same page, in Chapter 1. "To go into solitude, a man needs to retire as much from his chamber as from society."
Wise man, for this statement is even more true today with the ever-presence of technology. When I'm surrounded by my cool stuff, there’s no way that I can possibly reflect on anything outside of the cool stuff and the memories that are associated with it. And what really is stuff to us anyway? What do we really need? My cool stuff is cool and pretty and artistic—especially my clothes. But there’s a difference between stuff for art’s sake and stuff for stuff’s sake. My stuff is such a wonderful distraction from real thought.
Emerson makes a bold assertion (surprise surprise) right away in the introduction of his writings on Nature. He states, "Undoubtedly we have no questions to ask which are unanswerable."
This one statement really struck me. For there are plenty of mysteries in Christianity and there are plenty of questions that only God knows the answers to in life. Then again, however, he's not exactly saying we know the right answer to every question. He's just saying there's an answer to every question whether we know it or it's right or wrong. And that we might as well explore the possibilities.
Cool. Glad I answered my own question.
Another very striking statement occurred on the same page, in Chapter 1. "To go into solitude, a man needs to retire as much from his chamber as from society."
Wise man, for this statement is even more true today with the ever-presence of technology. When I'm surrounded by my cool stuff, there’s no way that I can possibly reflect on anything outside of the cool stuff and the memories that are associated with it. And what really is stuff to us anyway? What do we really need? My cool stuff is cool and pretty and artistic—especially my clothes. But there’s a difference between stuff for art’s sake and stuff for stuff’s sake. My stuff is such a wonderful distraction from real thought.
Emerson adds to this thought:
"The stars awaken a certain reverence, because though always
present, they are always inaccessible…"
It’s time I learn to appreciate this reverence and not fear it, hiding
away in the comforts of my cozy dorm room.
Sleepy Story Time
Reading Irving's Rip Van Winkle was so ridiculously refreshing. Finally, we got to read some magical and fun-filled fiction. Irving's life sounded like such an adventure--there's no doubt in my mind that all of his travels inspired and spurred his imagination. My dad also wanted me to be a lawyer. Huzzah for creativity and passion!I love that, even after almost two centuries, Irving's humor is clearly stated throughout the text. He has a lot of really good sound bites. I scribbled a ridiculous amount of smiley faces into my textbook. So, this blog will consist of my favorite Van Winkle quotes.
"...a curtain lecture is worth all the sermons in the world for teaching the virtues of patience and long suffering." A "curtain lecture" is a talk given after the curtains of a fourposter bed are drawn at night. (456)
"... what courage can withstand the ever-during and all-besetting terrors of a woman's tongue?" (458)
"...a sharp tongue is the only edge tool that grows keener by constant use." (458) It's funny because it's true!
"...yet there was something strange and incomprehensible about the unknown, that inspired awe, and checked familiarity." (460) A reflection of humanity.
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